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Hey everyone. I really have to do a better job of posting this thing!!!
Anyway, not much going on. I've just been working (Mudpie)and saving money to go back to school in January.

So, I have apparently developed an anxiety disorder which is interesting...lol. I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. It's making me crazy! No really...i feel crazy!

My hobbies lately are...medieval history and music, still harry potter as always, and my ipod.

Please comment!!!! I miss hearing from everyone!

Until next year...lol. I will try to post more often...

Happy Mothers Day:)

Its like 10:30, and I'm watching Law and Order....season finale. It's funny how I never really watch tv shows till the season finale.

So I worked half price wine night Thursday night, oh...was that funny. I had to break up a fight, only to have a drunk guy throw up on my favorite shoes. It was amusing.

Music I want to download:
MIA
Ramones
Eisley

Peace out!!!

Hey everyone. It's been like five years since I posted anything.

Not too much going on. I'm working at the Mudpie, which is proving to be my favorite job to date:)
Just hanging out and working.

Listening to: Blonde Redheads, Morningwood, L7, Souixie and the Banshees

Reading: Harry Potter(OOTP), The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series-The Restaurant at the end of the Universe, The Bell Jar-Sylvia Plath

In spare time: Hiking and going for a lot of walks, playing with my new iPod, writing Casey:)

Working: At the Mudpie:) come see me!

Watching: Veronica Mars, been wanting to watch Amelie again;)

Hey everyone!!!
Yes, I am still alive. I was trying to use a blog, but it didn't quite work for me....
Any-hoo. Hope everyone is doing well:)

I'm just further falling into the daily grind of life....Working(still as a nanny), cleaning and keeping house, and playing:)

These days I'm really into:

Reading: Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Listening to: Air, Eddie Izzard
Watching: Scrubs, Bones, Veronica Mars(yay...upn and wb joined....mmuuhhaaa!), and of course Buff...
Cooking: I have found that I love to make lasagna:) Also made some killer roasted potatoes....almost as good as the doctors building's roasted p's........I know...I know....this is a huge boast....but I'm serious.

Well, I guess thats enough of me for now...Love you all...miss everyone..Jess, if you happen to read this, I somehow misplaced your new #....
Hope to hear from you all soon!!

Peace!!

Hey guys...i have moved to blogger....my new journal address is:

http://truckdrivingmagicmamma.blogspot.com/

so come visit me there:)

Hey all,
Not much going on around here. Just watching really bad B-rated horror movies on monsterfest.

Casey....mugglenet....GOF clips...they have the ferret. :)

Jess it was so good to hang out with you!! I do want my flip flops back some day:)

Everyone have a fun halloween;)

bye bye.

Hey guys.
Hope everyone is well.
I am so happy it is October. Damn I am ready for some fall weather.....and leaves falling, and jack-o-lanterns...:)
I'm a sucker for all that halloween stuff!!

Any-hoo, I took the nanny job, which I start this coming Monday....I'm really excited....I've decided I am going to get a lot of projects done during the new job change....since I pretty much just sit in the house and take care of a 3 month old..:)

I'm going to try and read some new books, crochet lots of scarves and such, write, take lots of walks with baby (dressed in my Mary Poppins-Nanny uniform:), and just overall enjoy my new job.

I'm really looking forward to it.

Still trying to get the house in order, it's getting there slowly. (I still don't have a broom....lol.)

Well, better go. Someone send me a comment!! I miss everyone.
Peace.

Hey everybody!!!! I have returned from somewhere far in the universe:) Brandon is out and we are living together in Casey and Anne's old place. It's awesome! Except for the fact that I have so much shit......it's like going through an abandoned house or something. Will it ever end??

Any-way......

I got two new job offers the other day.
One is a nanny position
The other is as a childrens educator(sp?) at the Creative Discovery Museum....

The nanny position is only through January.

I just know I need a change. Greenlife...ugh.

Basically just trying to find myself and spending a lot of time soul searching and reading too much Madaline L'Engle.

But life is good.

Hope everyone is doing wonderful.

Rae and David- hope all is going well and I miss you guys (Rae, I have no idea how your wallet ended up in my apartment....NO idea!!!??....:)

Jess- Damn I miss you girl!! Hope you are doing well, tell Jason, Tim, mom and dad I said hey.

Any-hoo. I have a cell phone now for those of you who don't know...the number is:
(423) 635-6332

Call me!!!!

Love you all!
Peace.

Hey everyone. I swear to God, I am always sick. I have this weird throat thing. Like I don't really feel sick if I could talk normal and my throat didn't feel scratchy.

Oh well.

I miss Brandon. I know...you guys are just going to have to deal with the ever constant sappy rant until Sept 21st.

But not too much longer.

Hope everyone is well. It seems like everyone is out of town. Hope you are all safe and well.

Night')

Hey everyone. I swear I am getting so bad about not updating. Anyhoo. Not much going on around here, just working at the ol' Life of Green:)
At the moment I am dye-ing :) my hair blue, (just the front bangs)

Is anyone else as excited as I am about the Sixth Harry Potter Book!!! its like what....26 days left...whoo-hoo.

I miss:
Brandon
Ashlee
Tresha
Jess
Jesse

Fuck this weather man. I hate heat.

Found an awesome new coat for winter...Its purple pea with this crazy swirly different color print on the inside...it comes all the way to the floor, has a tie around the waist and has a big awesome collar.
I can't wait to wear it.;)

I have to go to the doctor tomorrow due to my extreme back problems of late....I keep having spasms...and it has been hurting for months...
Maybe some pain killers? lol.

Hello all. Sorry I haven't written in forever. Man, I feel fucking awesome right now. I have so much energy man.

Not doing much exciting stuff these days. Just walking and doing yoga.
Oooo....I'm taking my first belly dance class on Monday. I'm excited.

Brandon is doing well...the official countdown is 108 days left. (3 months and a week.)
It doesn't look that bad in writing. ;)

Well, catch you guys later.

Namaste;)

"True beauty radiates from joy, wellness, harmony, and inner energy."

Sorry Jess, please everyone notice the update of my last entry.

I am so excited, tomorrow I am going rock climbing with Stephen and Jason. So excited!! All those who know my extreme ability to injure myself, please pray for me:)

Any-hoo.

Off to bed I go.

Oh! and yes Jess, I got both your postcards!!:) Thanx.

I feel like I have been on some vacation from life, but not really with the vacation part. It's like I have been going through the motions but my mind has just been everywhere.

I need some reflection time, and a moment to re-group.

Some things to look forward to:
July 8-Jess is coming home;)!!!
July 16- Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince comes out:)
July 28-Yours truly turns good ol'23yrs of age:)
Sept 20-Brandon comes home:)))

Catch up with you guys later.

Oh my goodness!!! Guess who is coming to riverbend this year.....Pat Benetar...80's queen herself.
Love is a battlefield baby!!

I hate PMS.....I swear to God, Iv'e done nothing but eat for the last 42 hours straight!!
Grr.

Miss Brandon...
What else is new?
Jess....I need more details.

Went for a walk today, from my house to Greenlife....long but nice:)

Catch you kids later.

I really don't have any important news.

Just sleepy.

Gonna watch some Buff then go to bed :)

Peace.

Giles-"Why didn't I think of that?"
Willow-"Cause you had your hands full all night with the undead english patient...."

Spike-"Come on...Passions is on.....Timmy is down the bloody well and if I miss it I'll....."
Giles-"Do what? Lick me to death!!"

'This reminds me, dear,'she said. 'You remember you never would interfere with any belief of mine before we were married? But I knew your mind all the same, and I thought as you thought-not from any reasons of my own, but because you thought so. Tell me now, Angel, do you think we shall meet again after we are dead? I want to know.'
He kissed her to avoid such a reply at such a time.
'O, Angel-I fear that means no!' said she, with a suppressed sob. 'And I wanted so to see you again-so much, so much! What-not even you and I, Angel, who love each other so well?'
Like a greater than himself, to the critical question at the critical time he did not answer; and they were again silent.


'Yes, dearest,'he said. 'They have come.'
'It is as it should be,'she murmured. 'Angel, I am almost glad-yes glad! This happiness could not have lasted. It was too much. I have had enought; and now I shall not live for you to despise me!'
She stood up, shook herself, and went forward, neither of the men having moved...
'I am ready,' she said quietly.

-Tess of the D'Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy

(I know everyone hates Hardy....but I just love him....)

Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in a long time! Life has been keeping me super busy!!!
I finally told the rents I am moving in with Brandon.....lets just say I might as well have told them I was moving in with Hitler or something.
My mother pretty much disowned me. And ya know...the thing is....I don't even care anymore. I am so fucking used to it. I am so sick of everyone around me telling me how to live my life. For once it is my turn to just do something...something daring....something different. If I stay here I am never going to go anywhere.
It's time to fucking lay it out on the table and choose.
"No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard..."

Well Brandon is officially 7 days in to his six months in the halfway house. (Across the damn street from my apartment.....) its killing me.....it's like a sad version of WestSide Story and Romeo and Juliet.

"Our lives aren't like other peoples....."-Oz.

My latest hobbies are: Knitting leg warmers, smoking (way too much), and drawing/painting with oil pastels....

I'm missing Ashlee as I drink some Blackberry Sage tea;)

Any-hoo. Catch you kids later...